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Have you ever had a dream so sweet that it seemed so real. That every time you opened your eyes you blinked wanting to get back to that dream. Every smile is different because it's not from the face you want or wish. Every touch feels off and the very thought of another doing it separates your rational thinking. Well you should have thought about that before you broke my heart and walked away!

Your not really ready to let go
you want things to go back to a time
when I was yours and it was my kiss that melted your heart
A time when it was my touch that gave you chills and yarn for more
I'm not ready to let you go either not ready to move to another
I'm not ready to hate you, I will forgive you
Not ready to cry another night , so I won't give you the power
You say now you have learned your lesson and ready to comeback
I'm not ready to take you back or try
You say what happen to second chances and forgiveness
I say I forgive and here is your second chance to be a friend
Not being cold and not being cruel, honest truth I a fool just for you
I'm not ready for another heartbreak or another lie
You say your ready
Well I'm NOT
I just want you to do me a favor and think real hard about what you lost
A
Strong
Independent
Supportive
Driven
Loyal
Loving, Caring, Catering
Devoted Women
I want you to think about that every time
Every women you meet or come across won't ever treat you like me
Don't worry I don't hold a grudge I'm still here and you still have my heart
It's the distance in which you have that is different now
Don't worry I haven't given up on you yet
I know that the man I dreamed of is in there
he just isn't right now
I warned you
I told you
I begged you
You weren't ready to be that man I know you could be
You say you weren't ready not yet
I try to be sweet and sit back and wait
So you can be at peace I won't hurt you the way you did me
Cause I see that life already is giving it back to you
I wouldn't ever
cheat
lie
betray you in anyway
run game on you
I know you need to grow and you need to do that without me
Comeback when your MAN
I'll stand by you but not with you
If it's meant to be it will be
I'm not ready to fight for you
You need to be willing to fight for me
I still and always will love you
But I LOVE ME MORE
The sun will shine another day and I'll smile another morning with or without you
But it's up to you
Grow up and be a MAN
Because I'm not ready to settle down
and play games with a boy
So you write the ending or beginning it's on you

By: Geneva Relf

UNTITLED TO YOU

What does it take to show someone you love them, and really mean it too? Not the type of love that comes with benefits or gifts on the regular but the type of love that doesn't cost. Where you can just be yourself without worry if they will still be there. The kind that makes you worry when they worry, cry when they cry, but most of all feel happiness when they are happy. We sometimes get caught up in jealousy and envy with each other! Wait now truth be told I never knew you could be jealous of the ones you love. I thought that their success was a reflection of hard work and where they came from. I certainly never knew you could be jealous of the one your with and claim is your better half.

This weekend was a test for me I would like to think. I mean think about how many times you tell someone you would do anything for them. All those times you tell someone you have their back no matter what. My test was to prove how loyal I could be to that, and if I really could be the type of women that no matter what sticks by her words and promise. The type of women who would stand by her man no matter what she is told, she sees the beauty in him and his dreams. See it's hard for me to say that I trust whole hearted in someone when you have been let down you often wonder why if you can or should. The truth is everyday I open my eyes a little more and more then the day before. I don't want to miss out on love, happiness, or even just moments of joy because I'm waiting for pain or disappointments.

How far would you go for the one who holds your heart? Even if they give you no guarantee they love you back. Can you devote time to someone who holds your desires even if your not sure all the time your theirs? How long can you wait to hear that they miss you, or care about you when actions just don't seem to show anymore? Can you walk away when your not sure what your walking away from? What if it's a test to see if you'll hold on and be there in the toughest of times? Meanwhile your ready to just walk away and leave them not knowing if one day you can take that back. See I'm a strong women who has cried a lot over foolish things, but wonders if now she is being tested for the realist of things. I mean we all ask God for things, but do we really expect him to do it? However when he does were either in shock he did it or realized we don't or can't handle it. Love it's always between two people but your goals and dreams too. Can you hold on to them when everyone else says that you shouldn't?

My only fear in life is rejection without reason, I mean I can handle being told I'm not the one. Furthermore being told that I'm not ready for what it is I want, but to be left without why or even with room to fix it. I can't handle that I rather lose knowing I did everything in my power to fix it, then not having a chance at all.

"Love is not based on limits or restrictions.

However it's pushed

by the limits of ones devotion and loyalty.

The only restrictions on love is the unwillingness

to be open."

By: Geneva Relf

UNTITLED TO YOU

For you it's me and for me it's you.

Something about you that's got me weak, and I'm feeling things Maybe it's time .....

Wait let me think about what I'm saying Right now let's just Wait it's rights ,

but the way I feel is out of control and your calling every part of me and I want to answer.

For you it's me and for me it's you.

What can I do but answer my all to you.

Maybe I'll wait and maybe I'll think longer, but wish harder for a yes instead a no.

How can I know what's best for me when every thought I think of thee.

All I can say and I hope you hear me so clear

For me it's you and for you it's me.